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My clock reads 9:55 pm.

And I am being attacked.

Of an intruder I didn't know where the roots are.

Gaaaaaaaassssshhhh.

This is just another product of my random thoughts.

When I don't know what to talk about.

When I don't know how to put into words the feelings bursting from the inside.

Life is so full of uncertainties.

And I can't help but sometimes be SCARED.

That after a day or two, things wouldn't be the same anymore.

And things are not the only whatevers in this world that changes… Continue

The real date is: Dec. 5, 2008

As I was doing this blog entry, muscle cramps attacked. I already know that muscle cramps are not the most pleasant feelings you'll ever have. It hurts, I know. I've been through this before. But this time, it's just different. The pain just stepped on to a higher level. It hurts so much. Almost unbearable.

Time check 12:52 am. And I'm here at the only bedroom in this house. Beside me is my sister and my mother sleeping soundly. When that sudden pain striked me,… Continue

This is one of the pinakacorny kong nagawa. Haha. Ewan.

May mga pagkakataong ang pakiramdam mo sinakluban ka na ng langit at lupa, yung para bang wala ng saysay ang buhay mo, na kung wawakasan mo man ito, walang manghihinayang.

Alam mo siyempre, na may iba pang tao na may mas mabibigat na problema sa'yo, pero teka, eh bakit ba? Eh sa nabibigatan ka nga eh.

Sa mga ganitong yugto sa buhay, ang dami mong naiisip, mga bagay na ni sa hinagap di mo naman nasumpungan at alam mong kung susumpungin, m… Continue

One of the favorite messages I shared in our church's youth service.

1 John 4:7-8

The Bible is telling us here that it's impossible to love others if we, ourselves, haven't experienced God's love for us yet. While reflecting ong this, I realized that as a teenager, I have my own issues. As young as I am, I already have dealings of my own.

Won't you guys agree with me that most of us here in this place, our weakness is our emotions? Sabi nila ang emotions, mababaw na bagay lang. But I say, emo… Continue

I've learned to embrace what's there but the wrong thing is I've embraced it so tightly that when circumstances were asking me to let go of it, it hurts. As it was being pulled away, I struggled to hold on tighter, I just ended up bruised and wounded. I was scared yet I had no other choice but to give it up. It seems that is what my Master wants. I really have to, though it hurts so much. And deep down inside I promised to wait, when my Master would think of giving it back again, when it's time.… Continue