C R A M P S
The real date is: Dec. 5, 2008
As I was doing this blog entry, muscle cramps attacked. I already know that muscle cramps are not the most pleasant feelings you'll ever have. It hurts, I know. I've been through this before. But this time, it's just different. The pain just stepped on to a higher level. It hurts so much. Almost unbearable.
Time check 12:52 am. And I'm here at the only bedroom in this house. Beside me is my sister and my mother sleeping soundly. When that sudden pain striked me, I wanted to just scream in so much pain. Yet, I tried not to. Because I don't want to wake them up just because of my nonsense dilemma. And I know I will just get scolded for staying up this late.
The pain lasted only for seconds though it felt like it had been overpowering me for so long. I tried to reach out for the affected area, but it's out of my reach. As I continue trying, I was surprised to realize, it's not hurting anymore. And so as I continued gathering my thoughts for this entry, the cramps striked back again, and this time, it's worse.
I tried to deal with it by myself, still trying to reach out to the area throbbing in pain, until I gave up and resorted to waking up my sister and telling her what to do. She listened and did what needs to be done and in no time the pain was gone.
You see, sometimes we are in so much pain, we are going through a struggle, so big, we can't help but get hurt. We don't want to leak to others even a speck of what needs to be dealt with. We try to be strong eventhough our inner voice is already shouting in our face that we so need someone to help.
As much as possible, we don't want others to get involved. We don't want them to be affected. But little did we know, as people see us be crippled with pain, and they don't know how to even help because you don't give them a chance to. They get hurt as well. They feel helpless because they see you suffer yet they can't do anything about it.
Let's just have the humility to admit that there are some things we can't work out on our own. And even as we pray to God for his divine intervention, the heavens will not open and He will not come down right that very moment. He sent us people to help us. People to whom we can confide in everything. Even people who may not know what exactly we are going through but has the exact remedy for that defect consuming us from the inside. God sent us friends. They are His representatives. And we should see it that way.
[wah. di ko na naman matapos ng matino. haha. eto muna. antok na ako.]
As I was doing this blog entry, muscle cramps attacked. I already know that muscle cramps are not the most pleasant feelings you'll ever have. It hurts, I know. I've been through this before. But this time, it's just different. The pain just stepped on to a higher level. It hurts so much. Almost unbearable.
Time check 12:52 am. And I'm here at the only bedroom in this house. Beside me is my sister and my mother sleeping soundly. When that sudden pain striked me, I wanted to just scream in so much pain. Yet, I tried not to. Because I don't want to wake them up just because of my nonsense dilemma. And I know I will just get scolded for staying up this late.
The pain lasted only for seconds though it felt like it had been overpowering me for so long. I tried to reach out for the affected area, but it's out of my reach. As I continue trying, I was surprised to realize, it's not hurting anymore. And so as I continued gathering my thoughts for this entry, the cramps striked back again, and this time, it's worse.
I tried to deal with it by myself, still trying to reach out to the area throbbing in pain, until I gave up and resorted to waking up my sister and telling her what to do. She listened and did what needs to be done and in no time the pain was gone.
You see, sometimes we are in so much pain, we are going through a struggle, so big, we can't help but get hurt. We don't want to leak to others even a speck of what needs to be dealt with. We try to be strong eventhough our inner voice is already shouting in our face that we so need someone to help.
As much as possible, we don't want others to get involved. We don't want them to be affected. But little did we know, as people see us be crippled with pain, and they don't know how to even help because you don't give them a chance to. They get hurt as well. They feel helpless because they see you suffer yet they can't do anything about it.
Let's just have the humility to admit that there are some things we can't work out on our own. And even as we pray to God for his divine intervention, the heavens will not open and He will not come down right that very moment. He sent us people to help us. People to whom we can confide in everything. Even people who may not know what exactly we are going through but has the exact remedy for that defect consuming us from the inside. God sent us friends. They are His representatives. And we should see it that way.
[wah. di ko na naman matapos ng matino. haha. eto muna. antok na ako.]
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